Current mood: 
contemplative
So here’s a thing…..
I’m not a great gambling woman…but the other week we were in Swanage and certain mates of mine had a great time throwing their 2ps with gusto down the chutes to join many other 2ps and hoping that their 2p would be the one to tip the balance and send MANY 2ps hurtling down the chute of happiness into their eager paws….
I have realised something ….in life, well in a certain part of my life…I have been playing on the 2p machine.
It’s a gamble – but a safe one. I could afford to lose, there’s not much risk, if I get more 2ps – great – but if they go – hey no harm done….
Last night I realised somehow I’ve been moved to a higher table – where the stakes are bigger. I don’t know when exactly it happened, but I know that if I lose now – it’s gonna hurt….
That’s a little scary…
But in life – you can’t stay on the 2p machines forever…. You have to play this life and pour your all into it….knowing that there is one who has all the resources you need to restore you if you gamble everything then the cards don’t fall in your favour – for whatever reason.
Still – the hand I’ve been dealt looks pretty good so far…. I think it’s a winner – I hope and pray it will bring all the blessings I’ve dreamt of…..but only time will tell……